Kur isha 35 vje\u00e7, nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb beqare e lodhur q\u00eb po vraponte p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi nga puna, ndalova p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndihmuar nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb po vdiste nga uria jasht\u00eb nj\u00eb dyqani ushqimor dhe mendova se nuk do ta shihja m\u00eb kurr\u00eb. Vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, nj\u00eb telefonat\u00eb e rast\u00ebsishme v\u00ebrtetoi se e kisha pasur shum\u00eb, shum\u00eb gabim.<\/p>\n
Jam 11 grad\u00eb Celsius dhe dita kur gjith\u00e7ka ndryshoi n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time supozohej t\u00eb ishte e m\u00ebrzitshme.<\/p>\n
As dramatike, as q\u00eb m\u00eb ndryshoi jet\u00ebn, thjesht nj\u00eb e mart\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ku dola nga puna shum\u00eb von\u00eb dhe shpresoja q\u00eb autobusi t\u00eb mos m\u00eb vononte edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.<\/p>\n
Sht\u00ebpia \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb apartament i ngusht\u00eb n\u00eb katin e dyt\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr me tulla, nga ato lloj nd\u00ebrtesash ku korridori mban gjithmon\u00eb er\u00eb sikur po gatuan dikush tjet\u00ebr dhe radiator\u00ebt ul\u00ebrijn\u00eb kur zgjohen.<\/p>\n
Brenda asaj kutie t\u00eb vog\u00ebl \u00ebsht\u00eb e gjith\u00eb bota ime \u2013 dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb, tet\u00eb dhe gjasht\u00eb vje\u00e7, dhe znj. Turner n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb korridorit, e cila \u00ebsht\u00eb mbi 80 vje\u00e7 dhe ende k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul t\u2019i ruaj\u00eb ata kur turni im vonohet.<\/p>\n
At\u00eb dit\u00eb, u largova nga kompleksi gjigant i biznesit prej qelqi dhe \u00e7eliku ku punoj si asistente administrative, thjesht nj\u00eb grua tjet\u00ebr anonime me k\u00ebpuc\u00eb t\u00eb zeza dhe nj\u00eb xhaket\u00eb me \u00e7mime t\u00eb ul\u00ebta, duke mbajtur fort \u00e7ant\u00ebn time t\u00eb madhe sikur t\u00eb mbante t\u00eb gjith\u00eb personalitetin tim.<\/p>\n
Dyert e hollit m\u00eb nxor\u00ebn jasht\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb zhurm\u00ebs s\u00eb fort\u00eb t\u00eb er\u00ebs dhe trafikut, dhe kontrollova or\u00ebn n\u00eb ekranin e plasaritur t\u00eb telefonit tim dhe llogarita se sa von\u00eb mund t\u00eb isha para se f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi t\u00eb fillonin t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoheshin.<\/p>\n
\u00c7do minut\u00eb e gjasht\u00eb m\u00eb duket si nj\u00eb d\u00ebshtim p\u00ebr vajz\u00ebn q\u00eb isha dikur, f\u00ebmija i kujdestaris\u00eb q\u00eb askush nuk e priste, ajo q\u00eb e m\u00ebsoi her\u00ebt se askush nuk do t\u00eb vinte, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsosh t\u00eb q\u00ebndrosh n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb vet\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Shkova te dyqani ushqimor n\u00eb qoshe, ai me tabel\u00ebn \u201cHapur 24 Or\u00eb\u201d q\u00eb dridhej dhe q\u00eb g\u00ebnjen sa her\u00eb q\u00eb lexuesi i kartave fiket, dhe mora nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb me nj\u00eb rrot\u00eb t\u00eb prishur.<\/p>\n
Di\u00e7ka jasht\u00eb dritares s\u00eb madhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrparme m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi v\u00ebmendjen dhe nuk po e l\u00ebshonte.<\/p>\n
Truri im b\u00ebri llogaritjet e zakonshme t\u00eb lodhshme \u2013 qum\u00ebsht, drith\u00ebra, fruta n\u00ebse jan\u00eb n\u00eb ofert\u00eb, ushqime t\u00eb lehta p\u00ebr n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, perime t\u00eb ngrira, ndoshta di\u00e7ka t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb p\u00ebr dark\u00eb, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb znj. Turner t\u00eb mos ndihej sikur duhej t\u00eb \u201cndihmonte\u201d duke gatuar p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.<\/p>\n
Isha n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb korridorin e drith\u00ebrave, duke f\u00ebrkuar vendin n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb ku k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt e mia t\u00eb lira f\u00ebrkohen gjithmon\u00eb, kur di\u00e7ka jasht\u00eb dritares s\u00eb madhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrparme m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi v\u00ebmendjen dhe nuk po e l\u00ebshoja.<\/p>\n
Kishte nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb n\u00eb trotuar, pak p\u00ebrtej xhamit, e shtypur pas murit me tulla sikur po p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte drejt me gjith\u00eb vullnetin.<\/p>\n
M\u00eb kujtohej q\u00eb isha 19 vje\u00e7, shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe e padukshme.<\/p>\n
Nuk mund t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 20, ndoshta 21 vje\u00e7, me at\u00eb barkun e madh shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb shtrinte pallton e saj shum\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00eb, me nj\u00ebr\u00ebn dor\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetur n\u00eb mur dhe tjetr\u00ebn t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar pas belit sikur po e mbante veten fort.<\/p>\n
Njer\u00ebzit v\u00ebrshuan pran\u00eb saj n\u00eb t\u00eb dyja drejtimet \u2013 kostume, \u00e7anta shpine, kufje, telefona t\u00eb mbajtur lart si mburoja \u2013 dhe askush nuk u ndal, askush madje nuk ngadal\u00ebsoi.<\/p>\n
M\u00eb kujtohej kur isha 19 vje\u00e7e, shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe e padukshme, duke udh\u00ebtuar me autobus me duart mbi bark, duke menduar se \u00e7far\u00eb lloj n\u00ebne mund t\u00eb isha kur vet\u00eb nuk kisha pasur kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Para se ta kuptoja \u00e7far\u00eb po b\u00ebja, e braktisa karroc\u00ebn dhe hapa dyert automatike n\u00eb t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cThjesht i uritur.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00abHej\u00bb, thirra un\u00eb, duke e mbajtur z\u00ebrin tim t\u00eb but\u00eb si\u00e7 do t\u00eb b\u00ebje me nj\u00eb kafsh\u00eb t\u00eb frik\u00ebsuar. \u00abJe mir\u00eb?\u00bb<\/p>\n
Ajo e ngriti kok\u00ebn, ngadal\u00eb dhe e r\u00ebnd\u00eb, me syt\u00eb e qelqt\u00eb sikur po p\u00ebrpiqej shum\u00eb t\u00eb mos i binte t\u00eb fik\u00ebt, t\u00eb mos binte ose t\u00eb qante.<\/p>\n
\u201cJam\u2026 jam mir\u00eb,\u201d p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti ajo, gj\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht ajo q\u00eb thon\u00eb grat\u00eb kur nuk jan\u00eb aspak mir\u00eb. \u201cThjesht kam uri.\u201d<\/p>\n
I uritur.<\/p>\n
Ajo fjal\u00eb m\u00eb goditi m\u00eb fort se era.<\/p>\n
\u201cKur ke ngr\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit?\u201d e pyeta.<\/p>\n
Ajo ia nguli syt\u00eb trotuarit sikur p\u00ebrgjigjja t\u00eb ishte shkruar n\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ara.<\/p>\n
\u201cPo t\u00eb sjell dark\u00eb. T\u00eb lutem q\u00ebndro k\u00ebtu.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDje,\u201d murmuroi ajo. \u201cNdoshta. Nuk m\u00eb kujtohet.\u201d<\/p>\n
Doja t\u00eb qaja pik\u00ebrisht aty n\u00eb trotuar, t\u00eb qaja p\u00ebr t\u00eb, p\u00ebr veten time n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn n\u00ebnt\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7, p\u00ebr \u00e7do f\u00ebmij\u00eb q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb vinte e t\u00eb ikte nga sht\u00ebpit\u00eb kujdestare me qese plehrash n\u00eb vend t\u00eb valixheve.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb vend t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, mora frym\u00eb thell\u00eb sepse f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi kishin nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr dark\u00eb, dhe kjo vajz\u00eb kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ushqim t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb kisha vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb afat t\u00eb caktuar p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrgatitur.<\/p>\n
\u201cD\u00ebgjo,\u201d thash\u00eb. \u201cPo t\u00eb sjell dark\u00eb. T\u00eb lutem rri k\u00ebtu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ajo tundi kok\u00ebn dob\u00ebt. \u201cNuk ke pse\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00abE di q\u00eb nuk kam nevoj\u00eb\u00bb, e nd\u00ebrpreva un\u00eb. \u00abDua.\u00bb<\/p>\n
\u201cN\u00ebse ke nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ndihm\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, m\u00eb telefono.\u201d<\/p>\n
P\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb vrapoja t\u00eb kthehesha brenda, nxora nga portofoli nj\u00eb nga kart\u00ebvizitat e mia t\u00eb pun\u00ebs dhe ia vura n\u00eb dor\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u00abN\u00ebse ke nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ndihm\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, m\u00eb telefono\u00bb, thash\u00eb. \u00abSeriozisht. E them me bindje.\u00bb<\/p>\n
Brenda, mora nj\u00eb nga ato en\u00ebt e nxehta t\u00eb ushqimeve t\u00eb gatshme, nga ato q\u00eb m\u00eb duket sikur shkrihen n\u00ebp\u00ebr plastik\u00eb, e mbusha me pure patatesh, pul\u00eb me salc\u00eb mishi, shtova nj\u00eb shishe t\u00eb madhe me uj\u00eb dhe pagova pa menduar p\u00ebr llogarin\u00eb time bankare.<\/p>\n
Kur dola, ajo dukej sinqerisht e tronditur q\u00eb isha kthyer, sikur t\u00eb kishte kaluar nj\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb duke qen\u00eb dikush nga i cili njer\u00ebzit largohen.<\/p>\n
\u00abFaleminderit\u00bb, p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti ajo, vazhdimisht, duke e shtr\u00ebnguar ushqimin sikur t\u00eb ishte i thyesh\u00ebm dhe i shenjt\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Pyeta n\u00ebse mund t\u00eb telefonoja dik\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, ose ta \u00e7oja diku t\u00eb sigurt, ose t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn ta shoq\u00ebroja deri n\u00eb nj\u00eb streh\u00eb q\u00eb njihja disa blloqe m\u00eb tutje.<\/p>\n
\u201cTani mund t\u00eb vazhdoj.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb ajo tundte kok\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
\u201cKe b\u00ebr\u00eb mjaftuesh\u00ebm,\u201d tha ajo. \u201cKjo m\u00eb dha forc\u00eb. Tani mund t\u00eb vazhdoj.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ajo premtoi se do t\u00eb priste jasht\u00eb nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb mbaroja pazarin.<\/p>\n
Por kur dola p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, duke mbajtur n\u00ebn kontroll dy \u00e7anta t\u00eb r\u00ebnda dhe fajin tim, ajo ishte zhdukur.<\/p>\n
Asnj\u00eb shenj\u00eb e saj, asnj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb, sikur trotuari e kishte g\u00eblltitur t\u00eb gjith\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
Pyeta disa njer\u00ebz p\u00ebrpara n\u00ebse kishin par\u00eb nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb me pallto t\u00eb holl\u00eb, por hasa ngritje supesh dhe v\u00ebshtrime bosh, nd\u00ebrsa nj\u00eb djal\u00eb m\u00eb tha t\u00eb merresha me pun\u00ebt e mia.<\/p>\n
\u201cZyra ime. Tani.\u201d<\/p>\n
Shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me ushqimet dhe me nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb t\u00eb zbraz\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk mund ta lija pas dore, nga ato q\u00eb p\u00ebshp\u00ebrisin se duhet t\u00eb kishe b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb, edhe kur nuk e di si do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb \u201cm\u00eb shum\u00eb\u201d.<\/p>\n
P\u00ebr jav\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra pas k\u00ebsaj, e k\u00ebrkova fytyr\u00ebn e saj n\u00eb \u00e7do turm\u00eb, por jeta vazhdoi t\u00eb kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mua \u2013 detyrat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, faturat, dit\u00ebt e pushimit nga spitali, k\u00ebrkesat e pafundme t\u00eb shefit tim \u2013 dhe kujtimi thjesht u palos n\u00eb grumbullin e gj\u00ebrave p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat shqet\u00ebsohesha n\u00eb or\u00ebn tre t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit.<\/p>\n
Pastaj nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, rreth nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb von\u00eb, shefi im hyri me vrull n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time t\u00eb pun\u00ebs si nj\u00eb stuhi me dh\u00ebmb\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cZyra ime. Tani.\u201d<\/p>\n
Z\u00ebri i tij ishte aq i mpreht\u00eb sa njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb rreshtin tjet\u00ebr u p\u00ebrkul\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u00ebhet fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr telashet q\u00eb shkaktove nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n
E ndoqa n\u00ebp\u00ebr korridor me barkun tim duke b\u00ebr\u00eb salto, sepse n\u00eb at\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb zakonisht thirreshe k\u00ebshtu vet\u00ebm n\u00ebse kishe b\u00ebr\u00eb ndonj\u00eb gabim t\u00eb madh ose n\u00ebse dikujt i duhej nj\u00eb fajtor.<\/p>\n
Ai e p\u00ebrplasi der\u00ebn e zyr\u00ebs aq fort sa perdet u drodh\u00ebn, pastaj u kthye nga un\u00eb me k\u00ebt\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim sikur un\u00eb personalisht ia kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb flak\u00ebn sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7far\u00eb i b\u00ebre,\u201d p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti ai, \u201cat\u00eb vajz\u00ebs shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb?\u201d<\/p>\n
M\u00eb thau goja. \u201cNuk e di p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb po flet.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ai rr\u00ebmbeu nj\u00eb dosje ngjyr\u00eb manilase nga tavolina e tij dhe e hodhi posht\u00eb aq fort sa letrat brenda rr\u00ebshqisnin jasht\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me telashet q\u00eb shkaktove nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, \u2014 tha ai. \u2014Vajza shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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