{"id":192,"date":"2026-01-09T23:40:56","date_gmt":"2026-01-09T23:40:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zyrtare.press\/?p=192"},"modified":"2026-01-09T23:40:56","modified_gmt":"2026-01-09T23:40:56","slug":"ia-dhashe-pallton-time-te-dimrit-nje-nene-qe-po-ngrinte-dhe-foshnjes-se-saj-nje-jave-me-vone-dy-burra-me-kostume-trokiten-ne-deren-time-dhe-thane-nuk-do-tia-dalesh-mbane-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zyrtare.press\/?p=192","title":{"rendered":"Ia dhash\u00eb pallton time t\u00eb dimrit nj\u00eb n\u00ebne q\u00eb po ngrinte dhe foshnj\u00ebs s\u00eb saj\u2014Nj\u00eb jav\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, dy burra me kostume trokit\u00ebn n\u00eb der\u00ebn time dhe than\u00eb: \u2018Nuk do t\u2019ia dal\u00ebsh mban\u00eb me k\u00ebt\u00eb\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jam 73 vje\u00e7 dhe, q\u00eb kur gruaja ime nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb tet\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, sht\u00ebpia ka qen\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonisht e qet\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Ne nuk pat\u00ebm kurr\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Gjithmon\u00eb ishim vet\u00ebm ne t\u00eb dy \u2013 dyzet e tre vjet m\u00ebngjese t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta, shqet\u00ebsime t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta, t\u00eb qeshura t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta. Ajo thoshte se sht\u00ebpia i mbante mend z\u00ebrat tan\u00eb edhe kur nuk flisnim. Tani, ajo mban mend vet\u00ebm timin.<\/p>\n<p>Shumic\u00ebn e dit\u00ebve, e mbaj televizorin ndezur vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb d\u00ebgjuar di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 mendimeve t\u00eb mia.<\/p>\n<p>At\u00eb t\u00eb enjte, shkova me makin\u00eb n\u00eb Walmart p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb ushqime. Asgj\u00eb e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb \u2013 qum\u00ebsht, buk\u00eb, sup\u00eb, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat gj\u00ebra q\u00eb kam bler\u00eb \u00e7do jav\u00eb q\u00eb kur ajo vdiq. Nd\u00ebrsa e shtyja karroc\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri drejt makin\u00ebs sime, era \u00e7au parkingun si nj\u00eb teh. M\u00eb pickoi fytyr\u00ebn, m\u00eb mpiu gishtat.<\/p>\n<p>At\u00ebher\u00eb e vura re.<\/p>\n<p>Ajo q\u00ebndronte pran\u00eb skajit t\u00eb larg\u00ebt t\u00eb parkimit, gjysm\u00eb e fshehur midis makinave t\u00eb parkuara. Nj\u00eb grua e re, mezi m\u00eb e madhe se nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb, mbante n\u00eb dor\u00eb nj\u00eb foshnj\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb me at\u00eb q\u00eb dukej si nj\u00eb peshqir i holl\u00eb banjoje. Ajo mbante veshur vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb pulov\u00ebr t\u00eb leht\u00eb, llojin e menduar p\u00ebr vjesht\u00eb, jo p\u00ebr nj\u00eb pasdite dimri si kjo.<\/p>\n<p>Ajo po dridhej aq fort sa mund t\u2019i shihja gjunj\u00ebt duke u dridhur.<\/p>\n<p>Un\u00eb ndalova s\u00eb ecuri.<\/p>\n<p>Di\u00e7ka n\u00eb gjoksin tim u shtr\u00ebngua, nj\u00ebsoj si\u00e7 ndodhte kur gruaja ime i harronte dorezat n\u00eb t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abZonj\u00eb?\u00bb thirra but\u00ebsisht. \u00abJeni mir\u00eb?\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Ajo u kthye ngadal\u00eb nga un\u00eb. U p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshte, por buz\u00ebt e saj tashm\u00eb po b\u00ebheshin blu.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abAi ka ftoht\u00eb\u00bb, p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti ajo, duke shikuar posht\u00eb nga foshnja. \u00abPo\u2026 po b\u00ebj \u00e7mos.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Foshnja nxori nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb \u2013 jo nj\u00eb britm\u00eb, vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb frym\u00ebmarrje t\u00eb dob\u00ebt. Kaq duhej.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk hezitova. Nuk i peshova t\u00eb mirat dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat. Nuk mendova fare p\u00ebr veten time.<\/p>\n<p>Ia zgjidha kopsa palltos s\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb dimrit \u2014 palltoja e fundit q\u00eb m\u00eb bleu gruaja ime ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb \u2014 dhe iu afrova. Ia hodha me kujdes mbi supe, duke u siguruar q\u00eb ta mbulonte plot\u00ebsisht foshnj\u00ebn.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abMerr pallton time\u00bb, i thash\u00eb. \u00abF\u00ebmija yt ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Syt\u00eb iu mbush\u00ebn menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Lot\u00ebt i rridhnin faqeve nd\u00ebrsa tundte kok\u00ebn.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cZot\u00ebri\u2026 Nuk mundem. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e jotja.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00abMundesh\u00bb, thash\u00eb but\u00ebsisht. \u00abT\u00eb lutem. Le t\u00eb t\u00eb ngrohim.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Brenda n\u00eb kafenen\u00eb Walmart, i bleva nj\u00eb tas me sup\u00eb t\u00eb nxeht\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb kafe. Ajo e mbajti filxhanin me t\u00eb dyja duart sikur t\u00eb ishte ngroht\u00ebsia e par\u00eb q\u00eb kishte ndjer\u00eb prej dit\u00ebsh. Foshnja flinte pran\u00eb gjoksit t\u00eb saj, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund e mbrojtur nga era.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abNuk kemi ngr\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb dje\u00bb, pranoi ajo me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt, mezi duke m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb sy.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb dhembi gjoksi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abA ka ndonj\u00eb q\u00eb mund ta telefonosh?\u00bb pyeta but\u00ebsisht. \u00abFamilja? Miqt\u00eb?\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Ajo tundi kok\u00ebn. \u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb e komplikuar. Nuk dua t\u00eb flas p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Por\u2026 faleminderit. V\u00ebrtet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mund ta kuptoja q\u00eb ishte e frik\u00ebsuar \u2013 jo vet\u00ebm e ftoht\u00eb, por edhe e kujdesshme. Sikur shum\u00eb pyetje mund ta b\u00ebnin t\u00eb ikte. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb nuk e shtyva. Nuk u ngacmova.<\/p>\n<p>Sapo u sigurova q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb hante. Q\u00eb foshnja t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte ngroht\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb ndaheshim, ajo e shtr\u00ebngoi m\u00eb fort pallton time rreth vetes dhe p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti: \u201cNuk do ta harroj k\u00ebt\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>E pash\u00eb t\u00eb largohej, me pallton gati duke u zvarritur p\u00ebrtok\u00eb, dhe ndjeva di\u00e7ka t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme n\u00eb gjoks \u2013 sikur gruaja ime sapo kishte tundur kok\u00ebn n\u00eb shenj\u00eb miratimi.<\/p>\n<p>Besoja se ky ishte fundi.<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb jav\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, sapo mbarova dark\u00ebn, dikush filloi t\u00eb trokiste n\u00eb der\u00ebn time t\u00eb p\u00ebrparme .<\/p>\n<p>Jo duke trokitur \u2013 duke goditur me forc\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Zemra m\u00eb rrahu fort. Askush nuk kaloi m\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Kur hapa der\u00ebn, dy burra q\u00ebndronin t\u00eb ngurt\u00eb n\u00eb verand\u00ebn time. Kostume t\u00eb zeza . K\u00ebpuc\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebmuara. Shprehje serioze.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abA mund t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj?\u00bb pyeta un\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abZ. Harris\u00bb, tha nj\u00ebri prej tyre me qet\u00ebsi, \u00aba jeni n\u00eb dijeni t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb b\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb enjten e kaluar? Ajo grua dhe foshnja e saj\u2014\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>P\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjesha, burri tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu ashp\u00ebr:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNUK DO T\u00cb SHP\u00cbTOSH ME KJO.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb ra barku.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abDuke ikur pa u nd\u00ebshkuar me \u00e7far\u00eb?\u00bb pyeta un\u00eb, me z\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb, por me duar q\u00eb m\u00eb dridheshin.<\/p>\n<p>Ata k\u00ebrkuan t\u00eb hynin brenda. Un\u00eb i lash\u00eb t\u00eb hynin.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abT\u00eb enjten e kaluar\u00bb, tha nj\u00ebri, \u00abi dhe pallton nj\u00eb gruaje t\u00eb re n\u00eb parkingun e Walmart-it\u00bb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abPo\u00bb, u p\u00ebrgjigja un\u00eb. \u00abAjo kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>\u00abAjo pallto\u00bb, vazhdoi ai, \u00abi p\u00ebrkiste gruas sate t\u00eb ndjer\u00eb\u00bb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abPo\u00bb, thash\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. \u00abDhe?\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Ata shk\u00ebmbyen nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim. Pastaj nj\u00ebri prej tyre nxori nj\u00eb dosje dhe vendosi nj\u00eb fotografi mbi tavolin\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Ishte palltoja ime.<\/p>\n<p>E mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb rreth asaj gruaje t\u00eb re n\u00eb nj\u00eb shtrat spitali. Foshnja ishte mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb e mir\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e saj. Tuba. Monitor\u00eb. Nj\u00eb infermiere n\u00eb sfond.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abAjo grua \u00ebsht\u00eb motra ime\u00bb, tha burri me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abAjo u rr\u00ebzua at\u00eb pasdite\u00bb, shtoi tjetri. \u00abHipotermi. Lodhje e r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Uria.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Zemra m\u00eb rrihte fort.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abMjek\u00ebt than\u00eb se n\u00ebse ajo do t\u00eb kishte q\u00ebndruar jasht\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb gjat\u00eb\u2026\u00bb Ai nuk e p\u00ebrfundoi fjalin\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb than\u00eb se ishte zhdukur vite m\u00eb par\u00eb, duke ikur nga nj\u00eb situat\u00eb abuzive. Se kishte jetuar n\u00eb strehimore, duke u fshehur, nga frika se mos e gjenin.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abStafi i spitalit gjeti di\u00e7ka n\u00eb pallto\u00bb, tha nj\u00ebri prej tyre.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abNj\u00eb sh\u00ebnim\u00bb, shtoi tjetri.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb u zu fryma.<\/p>\n<p>Gruaja ime e kishte futur n\u00eb rreshtim vite m\u00eb par\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb rast se dikush tjet\u00ebr ka nevoj\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr ngroht\u00ebsi. Dashuria nuk skadon.<\/p>\n<p>Shporta dhuratash<br \/>\n\u00abAjo e lexoi nd\u00ebrsa ishte shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb urgjenc\u00eb\u00bb, tha burri. \u00abAjo qau m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb qaj\u00eb\u00bb.<\/p>\n<p>Ata m\u00eb shikonin ndryshe tani. M\u00eb but\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abKjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse jemi k\u00ebtu\u00bb, tha nj\u00ebri. \u00abNuk do t\u2019ia shp\u00ebtosh jet\u00ebn pa u nd\u00ebshkuar.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb dhan\u00eb nj\u00eb let\u00ebr. Shkrimi i saj i dor\u00ebs ishte i dridhur, por i qart\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk m\u00eb dhe vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb pallto. M\u00eb kujtove se kisha r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi. M\u00eb shp\u00ebtove f\u00ebmij\u00ebn. T\u00eb lutem dije se mir\u00ebsia e gruas sate \u00ebsht\u00eb ende gjall\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Kur ata ik\u00ebn, sht\u00ebpia u qet\u00ebsua p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.<\/p>\n<p>Por p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb pas disa muajsh, nuk ndihej bosh.<\/p>\n<p>Ndihej ngroht\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Sh\u00ebnim: Kjo histori \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb vep\u00ebr fiksioni e frym\u00ebzuar nga ngjarje t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta. Emrat, personazhet dhe detajet jan\u00eb ndryshuar. \u00c7do ngjashm\u00ebri \u00ebsht\u00eb rast\u00ebsore. Autori dhe botuesi mohojn\u00eb sakt\u00ebsin\u00eb, p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr interpretimet ose mb\u00ebshtetjen. T\u00eb gjitha imazhet jan\u00eb vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr q\u00ebllime ilustrimi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jam 73 vje\u00e7 dhe, q\u00eb kur gruaja ime nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb tet\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, sht\u00ebpia ka qen\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonisht e qet\u00eb. Ne nuk pat\u00ebm kurr\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Gjithmon\u00eb ishim vet\u00ebm ne t\u00eb dy \u2013 dyzet e tre vjet m\u00ebngjese t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta, shqet\u00ebsime t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta, t\u00eb qeshura t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta. 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